Once.

Overly jujur pun takleh gak aku ni
Ntah kenapa..
Masa tengah paksa diri nak tidur
Terfikir itu ini

You know..
I used to say.. sparks of love
Unbelievably.. I still feel it
Sebab as for me.. my sparks of love
Often disappears early.

Tapi..
Masa tidur tadi
Otak terfikir..
Kenapa aku dapat dia ni
He would make a very lovely husband in the future..
"Eh macam pasti je dia ni suami aku.."
But still..
He would make a very lovely husband in the future..

The deep overthinking..
Leads to something else

I don't want to say it either
but hmm, ntahlah.
I've said it once--
Don't dare to say it twice.

Ntahlah.